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All my life, I’ve been studying, worrying and doing things I never really enjoy doing. All I want to do is to travel to somewhere new, being a coward, someone irresponsible.

Maybe, just maybe, that I am better left alone. It is tiring to act like everything is fine, to force a smile on my face, just to keep them from asking ‘are u ok?’. No I am not, so? what ya gona do abt it, so it’s better if you not know.

Today’s weather is soooo good. I just wana do something! like cycling or swimming, but there is no one to do it with.  So I slept my ass off the whole afternoon. I’m great at wasting opportunity.

Lazy me, procrastinating me, really hope I can get my work started tmr.

I’m adopting a vegetarian diet right now, hope it will improve my overall health condition.

闷闷闷死我了。。